MY ANCIENT DICHOTOMY

I had a very happy childhood even tho I was an introspective child.
There were these instances in wich I was watching tv in the afternoon or just playing with my toys
and out of sudden, I had these "epiphanies" were I felt the burden of being a little kid
I felt like I used to know a lot of things and now, in exchange to live this child experience, I had so much to learn
and it kind of terrified me, it was so crushing I couldn't almost breath.
Then everything returned to normal, until the next epiphanie.
It was like playing with a switch,
the light being innocence and the dark; the vast pit of things I didn't know